this was how i looked when John first left for Australia.. sianz deo...
But things slowly got better as i gradually got used to not having him near, and being more contented with seeing him over webcam in the evening after school.
Hope 5 years will quickly pass by. For now, just patiently wait till July for his 2-week holiday. Long-distance relationship, somthing i had never wished to experience, can be a good 'torture' for the soul.
But must have faith, then everything is gonna be fine.